damnit

Well, my stupid friend finally came, 24 days late. I am soo pissed! I wasted over $30 on damn tests each one filled with disappointment with each negative result. I do not think I will ever get pregnant again. It seems so hard when you want it. We are moving this weekend. I am excited. Our house is full of boxes and we still are not even close to being done packing though. At the moment we are out of money so we have no food to eat which really sucks, but the weight loss that is happening because of it is great. Thank god we live in Iowa and can take cans back for money. Hopefully we can get enough to buy something to eat to last us till we get paid or just more smokes (those are more important than food). Landon took his first steps last week it is so adorable to watch him walk. Not much else going on, just tired and miseralbe. That is life I guess.